Long Weekend @Bandung

I just spent my long weekend in Bandung. At first day, I met some high school friends. We did some fun, as always... karaoke-ing, released stress and went into craziness, hahh.. it was just crazy and.. yeaa.. we had quality time and quality activities, haha. It's been so long since last we met each other. My bestfriend Sarah has just graduated from Master's Degree Programme in Petroleum Engineering ITB only in one and a half year, waww... speechless. No wonder, she does deserve the best. Ayu, my ex-roommate in Senior High School is still enjoying her activity in Master's Degree Programme in Environmental Engineering ITB, while Ayib, my superduperbestfriend, hemm.. he's still fighting with his thesis now. Hope you'll get out from Unpas as soon as possible, buddy, hehe...

Ayu - Me - Sarah, karaoke-ing @ NAV Ciwalk

At saturday, I attended my (idk exactly what, basic petrology or mineral deposition) ex-assistant. Wwaww, she's so beautiful. Her wedding dress' also beautiful and fits her perfectly... and it makes me jealous to de max for wearing such that nice dress, hehe..

Oya, it was a little accident. My high heels broke when i try to run because i was late to meet my friend. First, it was just the right one which broken. Then, i remembered mentos ad, i tried to break the left, so it would be no longer high heels. But, i broke it too strong, the sole was broke, too. It was so embarassing, there were many people who paid attention at me, the poor one. So, i run fast back to my friend's home and beg her for lending me her sandal. Poor me, hers is too small for me. My size is 39, while hers is 36. But, i tried to convince her that i'd take care of her sandal with all my soul, then... she said yes. Yess.. Yes.. I couldn't imagine if I had to wear my blue santa cruz with that kind of dress. It would be totally strange, huhh..

But, the story wasn't over. My feet hurt because it's too small. That's why i walked like an idiot, so i'd better just stayed calm at the party, sat down at the back while seeing friends of mine took some photos, hiks.. hiks..

Then, at afternoon, i went to Plaza Dago, karaoke-ing (again) with some friends from Geology ITB at second day. Now, i think i lost my voice, errgghh..

Dea - Dini - Popo - Dian - Me, karaoke-ing @ NAV Plaza Dago

At night, as always, i did shopping.. shopping.. and shopping. I just bought super duper funny shirt. I first saw my friend, Ayib, wore it. Then, I felt in love and planned to buy it, too, haha.. I also bought another cute shirt, an envelope with no address (I'll fill it by myself when I have boyfriend :tongue:).

it's cute, isn't it? *oh, no, i'm not talking 'bout myself :p*

Then, must-buy-item, whenever i go, yoghurt and pizza, yayy.. Wherever I go, I always search for those items. Yoghurt is my middle name, pizza is my last name, while soda is my nickname, errgghh. It needs one month to loss 1,5 kg but only one day for gaining 2 kg.

Hemm.. so far, my weekend run very well though i'm not mentioning the traffic jam, hehe. Now, i'm sitting in front of moci (my laptop's name) and sharing my stories to you all (who wants to read it of course, hehe).

So, how about your long weekend, fellas?

in this day, I have just ...

1. finished reading fabulous book, Chicken Soup for Romantic Soul.
Aww.. i'm feeling romantic now, though i don't have partner for this romantic-thingy, haha..

2. watched Hot Tub Time Machine which is not too bad laahh for spending time.
There will be no review because i don't recommend you to watch it. I watched it for free, so yeaaa.. why not, then, haha..

3. ate too much. drink too much.
i can't even remember all of them. fried chicken. toasted chicken. bubble float. red mango yoghurt. snacks, soda, etc *sigh
i think, i gained 2 kg only for this day, errgghh.

4. (again and again) shopped. my oh my. please, help me, how to control shopping addiction, you guys?

5. ...made new friends.

OK, guys.
It's bedtime already. Hope y'all have a super duper wonderful day for tomorrow.
See, ya. Nite..

#1 Flashback

Heyho, y'all..
Yushiemoshie is coming back.

Hemm.. it's almost the end of May, yaa.. Whoaaa... how time runs so fast. And 'till this day, i've done nothing spectaculer, except spent much money on shopping, eerrgghh..

Sooo... Story of May, err.. nothing was so special. Happy... Sad... Went insane... Went mad... Kinda mixture of them. I've just been so busy lately. 'Work' instead of study from Monday to Friday, volley on Monday, fitness on rest of weekdays and sometimes on weekend also. But, i am happy with my new life. Super duper happy, super duper enjoy them. It's just nice to be around many people everytime and everywhere. But, still... I sometimes really need time for being alone.. only for myself. So, yesterday, after fitness time, I shopped all by myself for tertiary stuff, then had lunch at 711 which has super duper yummy chicken blackpepper, and walked along somewhere while thinking about something... for reflecting reason. Due to my resolutions at starting day of 2010, always getting better each day, yeaa.. of course I am. I'm not saying, I'm going to be the best, but deep inside I feel kind that I've got myself better than before. I do hope, I've made resolutions and not break them 'till (minimal) the end of this year. amiinn..

It's raining outside.
Comfort bed + Warm Blanket + Jazz Music + Chicken Soup for Romantic Soul + A Glass of Ginger Milk = PERFECTO!

Happy Sunday, y'all...

# Best Story of the Month

People Call Me “TREE”.

I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn’t have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other’s gossip would hurt her.

I felt that if she were my girl, she’d be mine ultimately & I didn’t have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years. She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, “Go on!” before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too.

When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my breakup. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?

During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, “Leaf’s departure is because of Wind’s pursuit. Or because Tree didn’t ask her to stay”

***

People call me "LEAF".

During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.

I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won’t he pursue me? Since hel oves me why he didn’t he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn’t like me, why did he treat me so well? It’s beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can’t expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He’s like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn’t ask me to stay.

Leaf’s departure is because of Wind’s pursuit. Or cause Tree didn’t ask her to stay.

***

People Call Me “WIND”.

Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she’s so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person look ing at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there’s jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there’s a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn’t appear. I felt something missing. I can’t explain the feeling except it’s a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.

It read, “Leaf’s heart is too heavy and wind couldn’t blow her away.”

“It’s not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree.” I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can’t remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.

Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn’t hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, “What are you doing? How come you didn’t want to reply?” She said, “I’m nodding my head”. “Ah?” I couldn’t believe my ears. “I’m nodding my head” She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn’t ask her to stay…

taken from Dina's

Curhat Dini Hari

Hay, all..
Again and again, it's been ages since my last post *sigh.
Hemm.. ga terasa, udah nyampe tengah Mei aja. So far, everything went well. Ujian-ujian tertulis udah beres. Bulan depan final presentation pertama sebelum OJT di bulan Juli. Semoga ke depan bakal terus berjalan lancar seperti ini. Amiinn.. Hubungan dengan rekan-rekan di kantor juga tetep terjaga dengan baik, walo sempat ada beberapa intrik tapi akhirnya semua masalah bisa teratasi dengan cukup baik.

Finally, setelah menimbang beberapa lama, dengan pergulatan opini dan bujukan serta rayuan maut dari temen-temen, saya memutuskan untuk join fitness di Fitness First. Hemm.. ada enak ada nggaknya juga. Enaknya ya walo ada pengaruh sugestinya juga, tapi ngerasa jauh lebih sehat dibandingin sebelum-sebelumnya. Jadi aja sekarang jadwal makin padat, from Monday to Saturday, pheww... Tapi tah papa lah, demi perut flat seperti mbak Megan Fox, aww.. mau deehh gueehh *mupeng mode ON.

Oya, sekarang saya punya diari lagi. Kebiasaan curhat saya ternyata menghasilkan dampak negatif, jadi solusinya saya curhat ke buku. Enaknya, saya bisa bebas nulis apa aja, tanpa ngerasa khawatir bakal terekspos, dll. Ga enaknya ya, mesti ngumpet-ngumpet kalo mau nulis, dan jadi dibawa kemana-mana tiap saat, parno kalo sampe dibaca orang. Puas rasanya bisa numpahin semua uneg-uneg, ga tersisa sedikitpun yang ujung-ujungnya bisa ngebuat uring-uringan sendiri.

Satu hal yang akhir-akhir ini sangat mengganggu pikiran saya, emm.. pokonya pada intinya kira-kira seperti ini :
"I've made plenty of mistakes in my life. But, I always try not to regret them too much, bcoz at least I can learn something... not make the same mistakes again".
Saya ngerasa udah ngelakuin satu kesalahan bodoh dan sekarang sangat-sangat-sangat menyesali kesalahan itu. Semoga next time saya ga ngelakuin kesalahan sebodoh itu lagi. Hemm.. Suda mulai mengantuk, semoga next time bakal lebih sering-sering mengupdate blog ini lagi. Nite, y'all. Wish y'all a wonderful Sunday. Cheers ^_*